A Tip On How To Lose 4kg in 3 Days.

Almost all of my friends are flying and going places.
And here I am, sitting in front of the PC in my home, just finishing the laundry.
I would be lying if i said "I'm not feeling a pinch of jealousy at all".
I DO feel a lot more that just a pinch of jealousy but at the same time, i DO realized that this is how life goes.
We planned things and somehow it just...didn't work.
Of course frustration, anger and humiliation come pouring in into my head but i have to stop it from come and pour more and more frustration, anger and humiliation right into my head.
I cried. I laughed.
And i want to thank my friend, Ana, for being there when I was at my lowest point. I'm sorry Ana for being irrational, hehe.
And Keon, i honestly appreciate your simple note on my FB's wall and also your comment in my previousprevious update. Honestly.
Because sometime, at a certain point in your life phase, all we need is the littlest thing like that, thanks. :)
God knows how I feel right now. Because I have no idea what or how is my future.
All of this whole future talk is driving me confuse and...lost.
Well for now, its either USA or Indonesia.
Oh forget it for once, i will cross the bridge when i get there.


oh, how to lose 4kg in 3 days?
go for a scout camp.
no, really, it works.
ask my brother.